sitting silently, doing nothing, the grass grows by itself... and i fall asleep.

somehow i always feel envy for those people who can sit silently for hours, but really i cant manage it, and i have been trying hard . i am only good at fighting, at creating troubles, at dancing with creativity, at shouting from rooftops, at singing loudly.

so does that mean that there is no hope for me ?

about this site

this web page was first created for just learning purposes and now it has slowly developed into something that i like to work on, when i get some free time. i added more and more pages and there were people who encouraged me on doing more things. this layout was developed because of two people. one is my brother sabari, who always encourages me on developing or finding new technical things, while he stays on the other side of the globe. it was his idea to make a new layout, before that it was a real mess.

the next person is vimal. he is one of the best critics of my work . he does it so that i can improve. you might meet him in some pages which are to come.

there are other people also, like Br. dhyananmrita chaitanya, viknesh, arun, kiran, anoop, anand, manoj, sudeep, jayraj, who really encourages me on doing new things so now that i am trying to put a new face to this page,. hope every one who would be visiting this page will like it and find it useful too

Amma was telling this incident about Lord Krishna , who took arms during the battle of Kurukshetra, even if he has pledged not to take arms in the battle. I was also thinking why Lord acted like this, Amma was telling that there was some reason for that.

Amma was telling that, while Krishna had taken this vow while Bhishma who is also a devotee of Krishna had taken another vow that he will somehow create a situation so that Krishna will be forced to take weapon, and Krishna knew that, too. the battle had begun and Bhishma thought that he will attack Krishna with all his strenght and thus make Krishna change his words, And he attacked Krishna with Many arrows and Lords body was wounded at many places, but Krishna faced all the arrows with a smile on his face, Bhishma knew this is not going to work so he stopped attacking Krishna and started shooting his arrows at Arjuna who is the dearest friend and desciple of Krishna.........